Talk About It

2011-09-11T02:14:00.001+08:00

Omg I was rotting 8 out of 10 hours I am wake today! This cannot do! Flushing all my time down the toilet bowl.
Anyway, studying can wait. What's the point of studying when your heart is with all the fun and laughter, right? Having some family outing at WCP tomorrow morning, oh wait, I meant later in the day. So, I'm gonna head to bed once again and hopefully, some charming princes can come invade my dreams.

The Do-Nothing Day

2011-08-29T20:24:00.003+08:00

Such a lazy day today. Feel like just floating around and doing nothing. Been rotting at home since i woke up at bout 1pm. The weather is nice and cool, perfect for snugging in my bed all day but mum had to ruin such good opportunity. Had to get my arse to the post office to collect the REGISTERED ARTICLE. "Why does the mail man have to come and deliver whenever im not home?!" While having thoughts of sabo-ing my brother to go instead, he tapped me on my shoulder and said, "Don't bother asking me to go, cus i don't know where's the post office."

HELLO DEAR BRO, YOU'VE BEEN LIVING IN THIS DISTRICT EVA SINCE YOU'RE BORN AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHERE THE EFF IS THE POST OFFICE? DON'T KNOW WHICH POST OFFICE IS ALLOCATED TO US AND AND BEST OF ALL, HAVE THE GUTS TOB ASK: "The post office is it the POSB?"

oh em gee! POSB is the bank dummy! So i decided to bring my bro along with me and i regretted doing so when he starts leaning on everything near him and touching things he sees. That really pissed me off and of course, i started ranting.

Waited in-line for 10 mins just to collect the car installment letter reminding my dad to pay for it. Geez, what a rich company. They actually paid money to remind the customers to pay up. Why waste the money for registered mail? NOrmal postage and the letter will end up in the letter box, need me not waste my energy to go ALL THE WAY AND WAIT FOR 10 MINS just for a stupid reminder letter.

FYI: I hate waiting nowadays. Just ask Rosalind.

Head to the 4 head dessert shop and shared a bowl of ice kachang W/ REDBEANS with bro. Hell yeah was he enjoying his dessert and me, picking out all the redbeans i see. Then dad phoned and said he'll me picking us up as he's on his way home. Strayed for awhile and bought milk tea and dad came. Hooped on and headed home. That's about all the things me and bro did while we were out for that mere 1 hour.

Homed, lazed around, looked for backgrounds and fell asleep #LIKEABOSS

The whole family went out except for me, with my growling stomach, surfing the net aimlessly, looking for something to do other then playing DragonNest (addicted to it for the past few days).

Ciaos! I've got nothing else to say.

Something i love about yeefei

2011-03-30T16:25:00.001+08:00

Okay Ah bang asked me to update something I love about her. Well fact is I can't think of any cause she too evil already! Haha. Ok lah YF, here's to you:You're amazing, just the way you areeee!Lol. Okay I got no inspiration to write right now. Guess you just have to wait for another post :) Cheers! <3

Gone

2011-03-15T23:31:00.001+08:00

Really, I have got no idea what I'm thinking right now. Neither do I know what I want. It has been weeks since, I'm beginning to lose myself in some ways. What is this!!!!

insomnia

2011-03-15T04:17:00.002+08:00

Having insomnia at such a young age, nooooo! This ain't happening!Baby, sing me a lullaby. And I'll follow you throughThe journey right from the start,Begins with you and me. Whoo song lyrics again.

2011-03-15T03:37:00.002+08:00

Finally, the holidays arrived.

Another round of staying up late, going for late night movies.

After the holidays, i HAVE TO start studying.

The last round of hardcore playing before my O's end.

Gonna enjoy this week as much as i can.

Kay, lazy to be saying anymore things.

TATA

2011-03-07T14:54:00.003+08:00

Now Now,

Another day of me late for school.

I've been late for school for 3 times this term.

Twice was with Rose.

I feel sleepy and energetic at the wrong times. Always.

Geez, what's going on.

So let's see, i kind of missed SS test today and that means may not get a retest.

And out of 4 assignments Mdm Tan gave, i only handed up 1. That's the previous class test.

I'm such a good student.

WTF. Yeo's been monitoring us (me and rose) lately.

Hope we don't get into any trouble. Heh!

2011-02-18T19:35:00.003+08:00

And me is back with loads of crap.

Finally went for the blood test this afternoon.

Got Rose to go with me.

I almost screamed when the doctor insert the needle in my arm.

Well, my life's a bore so no use talking about it anyway.

Just a typical boring Friday.

Kept having weird dreams lately.

I dream of those painted faces demons!
This sucks.

2011-01-31T18:42:00.003+08:00

SS is basically driving me nuts!

I can't seem to make friends with it.

Oh well, i'll try again tomorrow.

What to do for valentines?

Make cookies?

For the few people.

Yeah i should.

Or just get some stickies and get it all wrapped up!

Okay, i'll think of what to do, soon.

Cheerios!

2011-01-26T21:18:00.002+08:00

BRAIN STORM!!!!!!

OK I ADMIT, IM LAZY.

So lemme just end off with something interesting for the day ._.

ONCE BITTEN, TWICE SHY. TWICE BITTEN NEVER MIND. THRICE BITTEN, GO AND DIE

2011-01-18T23:32:00.002+08:00

I would like to try this someday. Really.

Didn't went for the Duck tour today.

Went to Poly Clinic with Rose DaJie,

Ate at bubbletea shop,

Went home.

Apparently my itouch hates me.

And, i felt so cheated today.

So, that's about it.

Bye for now.

2011-01-17T20:18:00.003+08:00

Another day wasted by waking up late on a Monday.

Bye my dear 23 bucks, i'll miss you.

Can't Believe i actually spend 23 bucks on an MC.

Dumb i am.

Extreme case of dumbness.

Forgotten to set the alarm right.

Geez,

How could i?!

I'm so gonna have to wake up early tomorrow.

Jacqi's going for Duck tour !

2011-01-16T20:31:00.004+08:00

Waiting for time to past so to head down to JurongPoint for movie session with Kenn, Nicholas and Loon.

Another 3 hours ++ and it'll be Monday. So gonna have monday blues.

Busing to school with the glum face, carrying a bag that will be changes soon.

Plugging in my headphones and strolling pass the school gates at 8.15am sharp,

With Socks no higher then ankle length, skirt no longer then knee length, nice fitting ironed blouse, hair tied up neatly with some fringe unpinned and n

atural brown hair that is going to seek the attention of the DMs.

But that are going through my mind are non other then the superbly nice thai food i ate at Golden Mile last night.

It was fantastic, the spicy food really made me feel like i'm in heaven.

After the meal, went for a walk to Bugis which kind of made me hungry again.

I saw a car at the carpark of block 317 which lead me thought of this >>

The theme of the designs were "hello Kitty" and you can never imagine the number of Kitty cats in the car.

WOW i'm running late, gotta go out now, tata.

2011-01-14T23:25:00.003+08:00

Beautiful shoes takes you to extraordinary places.

i've come to adore cupcakes, alot.

So today was a rather relieving. Quite a lot had happen during the past couple of days, in fact, terrible things. We should all cheer up :)

Happy People!

I was checking out some trending tweets and saw something interesting.

"SPAM = Stupid Pointless Annoying Messages."

Then i thought, ain't this what Jacqi Ng always do? S-P-A-M

And other stuff came popping into my mind.

__________ 's being concern. Thank you so much.

Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it’s one day further from the last time you saw each other, it’s one day closer to the next time you will.”

—	Peyton Sawyer (One Tree Hill) So, Cupcakes FTW

A note from mum.

2011-01-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

I saw a note on the table; from mum.
Says there, dinner is ready,
hows school,
should you need any help i'll be there,
call me,
where are you,
be home early,
be safe,
be happy,
And lastly, Iloveyou.

2011-01-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

Like i have said, it will be me and this lifeless page.

I intend to improve my writing skills so as to score better for English.

Thought about alot for the past few days, nah, i'm not going to give up easily.

Just cause' i got a "FOUR" for N'Level doesn't mean i'll never improve.

Couldn't stop thinking bout' having to do compre passages. I'm a damsel in distress.

So this is what is going to happen for the next few months.

No gaming except week ends.
Mug really hard.
Mid-Year Exam's L1R2B2- 15.
Squeeze every drop of the content in the dictionary dry, drink it and remember.
No more attire problems or skipping school.

All crappy but hope its gonna work out just. Kay that's just about it for today.

Too lazy to be typing any other extras.

2010-10-09T15:21:00.002+08:00

i'm like exploring my tumblr and figuring how it works.
And when i say i am exploring, i really meant every single little detail of it.
here goes : www.heldupdreams.tumblr.com
And for the upteen times, CLICK ON THE GOD DAMN ADS,thanks ^^

[MV] Beast - Soom

2010-10-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

2010-10-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

I can't believe it's tomorrow!
First, we all went: "OMG it's this year!"
Then, "OMG it's just how many tens days away!"
Then, "A few more weeks!"
"AHHHH! A FEW MORE DAYS ONLY!"
Then now, "Gosh it's tomorrow."

It's funny especially to see how the people beside you reacts to it.
Yeap it's finally starting. After a torturous year, it's finally the exams.
First of all, good luck to all those taking the E-O-Y exams.
And to those taking the official N'Level exams, BEST OF LUCK!
Of course to me too.

Now, it's the paper of sciences for tomorrow. and for those more unlucky ones, elective humans too.
It kills eh?

I'm quite worried about my physics. Really.
I have no confidence in doing well on it.
How how how?

But on the other hand, i'm thinking about Beast's new album and upcoming concert.
A DIE DIE MUST GO CONCERT.
I'm gonna go work, save up enough for my iphone and concert ticket.
And and also money for shopping too.
Wow! 2nd time i'm working.
Don't know how it's gonna be like this time.
There's a first time for everything and i am kind of looking forward to the first day of work.

For now, i just hope that i won't screw up tomorrow's paper.
Well, that's all.
Chaos!

2010-10-02T00:36:00.004+08:00

Why didn’t I learn to treat everything like it was the last time. My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future. Jonathan Safran Foe

Start of the 2nd day of October.
Well, time does fly.
N'Level in 1 more day, w-o-w.
That's like fast.
I could remember all that happened all that happened this year just like it was only yesterday.
Good stuffs and bad stuffs.
I can't believe today (lets just treat it as today) was officially the last day of school.
And i skipped it.
I thought it over and over. What if i flunk?
And then, it came to me that i should look at the bright side. How am i gonna cope with Sec 5?
Well. give it a rest for today.
I've absorbed too many things. Including craps and stuffs.

I had been going into Tumblr.
I may just start to use tumblr instead.
Looks kind of cool.
Weird, how things are right now.
But i like it. Somehow.
Funny. Amusing.
For some people, you can actually catch a glimpse of hope in them.
As for some others, i don't even want to talk about it.
Hopeless.

I have some unspoken words.
Don't know if it would be right to tell.
Put it aside first.
Shall get back to it right after my N'Levels ends next friday :)

2010-09-19T22:03:00.002+08:00

I NEED MOTIVATION TO STUDY!!!

2010-09-04T02:47:00.002+08:00

Maybe i shouldn't pin any hopes at all. Maybe i shouldn't have listened to any of the positive stuffs they comment on this.
After all, i'm a super willing party who has got no brains.
Knowing that i'll just fall deeper and get hurt, i didn't stop it. 'm not enjoying the times spent together, the texts, everything. I'm not used to it either.
I don't know what i'm thinking too. And i thought it was infatuation.
Well this feeling of infatuation has sure grown stronger.
Everything i do is so related back to you.
Even the thing that has totally no link, there will still be thoughts of you.
Just those texts can make me smile like there's no tomorrow.
And it's the same texts that worries me.
You said that you're nothing like those beasts that FLIRTS! Oh, i forgot! You're a guy.
So that makes you no different from one.
You asked me to trust you.
What's trust? To you and to me.
Look, if you want me to, make me.
If not, tell me straight in the face.
I'm starting to think of what T told me about us and what you told J.
All maybe just a joke to you but to me, it's not.
I don't know.
Maybe you're too young to understand this and i'm like more mature then you to be thinking this way.
I didn't let my heart open for anyone to live in it. So please, move out soon.
You stole the key to it like you've admitted.
You could be super caring and make me go OMG!!! and AH!!
Sometimes, you just ignore me, totally.
I'm just a toy to you?
Ok, it's that i can't control or what but still, this sucks.
I'm angry with myself that this is so beyond my control.
Sometimes, i wonder, was it something i said or just my personality?
The image of you is just appearing everywhere.
Can't get you outta my mind even if it's just for a second.
I'm so not joking. And i'm not well.
In the past, i don't even notice you exist and now, i see you almost everywhere i go.
I really miss the very first 2 days i know you.
Especially the 8 August 2010.
I tell myself not to think but igt just the flash backs.
It made me tear unknowingly.
And realising i'm falling deeper each day. Bit by bit it kills.
I need an antidote like ASAP.
Someone please help.
Still, i really miss you, loads.
I swear i'm not joking. It kills. I hate this feeling.
What's happening to me?!

2010-08-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

I CAN SERIOUSLY GO CRAZY OVER THIS ISSUE.!
IGNORE ME AGAIN ! :(
SIGHS.

lyrics again :

把爱留在身边

窗外有个蓝蓝的天

落叶那一瞬间记得多穿一件

一天过了一天

我的日记却病恹恹

我们隔得太远太远

多喜欢你从来不会说

多在乎你到底懂不懂

你有没有对我一点点心动 OH~

爱我的话，给我回答，

我的爱丫爱丫没时差

等待是我为你付出的代价 OH~

爱我的话，要回答，

我只等你等你一句话

走太远你走太远你的回答听不见

一天过了一天，我的日记却病恹恹

我们隔得太远太远

多喜欢你从来不会说

多在乎你到底懂不懂

你有没有对我一点点心动 OH~

爱我的话，给我回答，

我的爱丫爱丫没时差

等待是我为你付出的代价 OH~

爱我的话，要回答，

我只等你等你一句话

走太远你走太远你的回答听不见

爱我的话，给我回答，

我的爱丫爱丫没时差

等待是我为你付出的代价 OH~

爱我的话，要回答，

我只等你等你一句话

A fraction of my life.

2010-07-14T10:58:00.002+08:00

I have lots to say and lots to hear.
I don't know WTF people around me is doing.
Just out of a sudden, seems that everyone's giving me faces like i owe them a few million bucks.
People whom i'm not really close to me shows me those $1000 face.
So weird. What's wrong with people these days?
Whats wrong with me?
I suppose i did something wrong again. I can hear devils whispering into my ear, saying:
"Welcome to the gang."
Hey i cant tell what's wrong with you people unless you guy tell me.
I'm not a deity who can hear your thoughts.
You don't like being treated this way, then don't jolly treat people the same way.
Forget it. I don't need you in my life.
People come and go as they like.
Yes they do. There's no stopping of them.
One day you smile at me and treat it as if nothing has happened.
Another day you treat it as if we're enemies or so.
Seriously i've had enough of attitudes.
Now i know why people act as if they are of best buddies infront of each other and get a million arrows behind their backs and stab each other.
I don't like the way things are right now.
Just in case some people don't realise, you're actually making people hate you more.
People claim that everything is alright and because you're both friends, you shall discuss everything together no matter if you're happy or not.
For you, i think it's only "Talk only, no action"
We can pretend that everything's alright but it's not.
Once bitten twice shy. Many people understand this logic.
You claim to understand it too but why do i see the same things happening to you over and over again? Seems that you DO NOT understand.
You assume everything before knowing all the truths. In fact even up till now, you know nothing.
I can bring you from the top and let you fall to the bottom. There are many chances for me to do so.
But i didn't.
Hope that i need not do so.
Even if i do, it will be because you deserve it.
People are telling me you're just one suckish bitch why do i keep hanging out with you?
I have got other friends too. Not as if you're the only fiend i've got.
But still, i didn't do so. Now, i kind of regretted.
After everything you've done, i wondered why i wanna keeps things to yourself.
Why don't i wanna spill the beans?
I know more things than you know i do.
Dont force me to the verge of teling everything.
Cause when i'm there, you're gonna be so dead.
You don't know what i can do, YET.

2010-07-12T21:18:00.001+08:00

Life's such a war.
Everything's like a war.

Maybe we shouldn't believe in anyone as from now on.
Expect nothing from others and more from ourselves - The new motto of my life.
We should not trust anyone easily. No one is trustworthy in my eyes - Even a Teddy Bear(walls have ears)
A lesson learned. Once bitten twice shy.
Everyone wants to rule - Humans could never be satisfied. We're humans.
Lady luck will not always be by your side. Misfortune will befall on you.
Though many things are learned through the hard way but atleast we still learn.
Being all slutty and bitchy, having a heart, cold as ice, hard as rock.
It's just a sly way whereby humans use to protect themselves.
No one is fit for anything - I learn from you.
If you are not out to hurt others, they will hurt you back, eventually.
So why am i letting you off when i know you'ld kill me if i do?

You come and go as you like - I shall try that someday.
You lie and cheat on feelings - I shall try that someday.
You treat friends as ATMs and spare tyres - I shall try that someday.

No good being an all goody good girl.
You'll end up being the one to get stabbed.
You(s) taught me how to be such a person.

If i don't like the way you treat me, i will not be the one to sit and do nothing, let myself suffer.
Drown in agony.
I have my rights, Bitch/Bastard (s)
You ain't the only person in the world.

2010-06-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

A meal with the pirate is all i wanted.
I'll Choke him and send him to heaven.
How nice :)

2010-06-08T16:02:00.000+08:00

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s people who won’t let me in on the freeway.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s having to let people in on the freeway.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s waking up to 50 assholes pretending to be me.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s waking up feeling like an asshole because I yelled at those assholes.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s people who turn the things I say into insipid greeting card messages.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s turning a bunch of ideas into a laundry list.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s that feeling you get when you scratch something new.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s not knowing what’s wrong with someone and all you want to do is make them feel better.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s knowing that my mind naturally gravitates towards the negative and not being able to stop it.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s people who become your friend, to become your friends’ friend.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s being really busy and using that as an excuse to ignore your email.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s having to acknowledge that my feelings are my own, no one else’s. And, my responsibility.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s forgetting that and taking the way I feel out on the world.

If there's one thing I hate, it's people who criticise things, who can't take criticism.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s going to the same job day-after-day for the same pay.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s not having a job.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s not you.

It's me.

The list of changes

We can answer any question we have, like how do actors make themselves cry, so we never sit in wonder and wonder at the wonder of the world, anymore.

And anything we watch can be paused, so we never argue about what just happened while we were talking, anymore.

We cannot hope that we might have just missed their call, because our phones are always with us and if they didn't call, they didn't call.

No protests in the streets, just a button marked 'like'.

No one reads stories aloud, unless you are a child.

No letters. Just bills.

Oh sure, some people give a little bit each day. But there are one or two special souls who, when you least expect it, give an entire life's worth all at once.

2010-06-07T22:05:00.002+08:00

And i'm back!
I'm so going to IMM on the 25th June 2010!
With Yeexin and Amanda.

Left home @ 6.15am today. Dad drove my to jp.

Waited 20mins for Jacky and all the way trying to reach Weiji through his phone.

Gladys came for breakfast too, then came Weiji strolling in at 7.45am.

Ate and left Maacdonalds.

Wanted to walk to school but was raaining.

Not wanted to get wet, 4 idiots waited for awhile and decided that waiting ain't gonna solve the problem.

So 4 idiots took the Taxi, told the uncle:

"Uncle! Drive to the school up ahead please."

Uncle drove us there and paid the fare. $3.00 .

Went to sit at the canteen as we reached school at 9am and was late for English remedial.

We were afraid of embarrassment so did not went in for class.

Sat till English Remedial end and sat at the canteen with Amanda awhile before heading to class to complete some assignments.

Went to JurongPoint with Weiji, Jacky, Gladys and Amanda.

In the end, Weiji and Jacky went home.

Was thinking of going to towwn with the both CBKs if i'm not going to collect the album.

Watched Shrek Filan Chapter with Kahmin, Gladys and Amanda today.

It was in 3D. Seriously watching it in 3D.

Total not much difference compared to normal ones.

Yeefei called and told me that there is stock for the album!

Bad news is, we have to go all the way from Jurong to Tampines to collect it.

Went for the sake of my album.

Went with Amanda.

Calling many people while on the MRT trying to find an album for Amanda as she too, wanted to go see BEAST.

Arrived at Tampines mall and looked for popular.

Got the albums and went to paay money.

Trained home after that.

While on the train, Yeexin called and told us Hughes' friend has got an extra ticket and may be able to sell it to Amanda for $30.

Amanda was elated.

On the train, we saw an old man and his grandson standing.

We gaave up our seats to the both of them.

HAHA! did something good today. Karma rised :)

Reeached Chinese Garden, bought perly soya milk and bused home while Amanda walk home.

Yeexin told me thaat Hughes' friend had decided to sell Amanda the album.

Bimbo Teo must be over the moon by now :D

"
Me and Yeexy ought to thank: YEEFEI!!!!

She helped to find the albums for the past 2 days!
Really thank you! ;D

So having Feever + Flu = Dying right now.

Going to tuck in soon.

TATA people.

2010-06-06T10:21:00.002+08:00

Tell me about it, how is your life?
Tell me about it, how was your year?
Tell me about it, how was your month?
Tell me about it, how was your week?
Tell me about it, how was your day?
Tell me about it, how was your hour?
Tell me about it, how was last minute?
Tell me about it, how was last second?
Tell me about it, how was last mili second?
Tell me about it, how you feel NOW.

I've been thinking, thinking, what is important and what is not.

Just this morning, i received a text from Yeefei, telling me that flatty was missing.

Her new maid was watering the flowers outside the house and left the door open for Flatty to escape.

I did went blank and start to panic.

Even up till now, I'm still worrying for her, wondering where she might be.

Afraid that some "Bangalas" might just cook her into a delicious pot of home cooked curry and serve her to people. (As YF mentioned)

So Flatty, be good and go back home. :(

Back yesterday, Yeexin text me and told me that Beast's latest album consist of the tickets to their concert.

That's obviously the good news.

Bad news is, it was sold out.

I cant check on the albums now as none of the shops are open right now, but i asked Andy, Yeefei and Thongleong to help.

Hope they find it for Yeexin and me.

I'll Love Them For Sure.

Have been practicing swaving for the past week.

Seems that i have improved alot, so Nigel, Dylan and Dion, Watch out :)

And now, it's just Zakura ms and me.

All thanks to Jacky Chang Yong Wei, I'm now addicted.

My weekend: Kind of burnt.

Mentally: At the verge of going totally insane.

Physically: Aching.

What I've been thinking about: Flatty, Beast, Swaving.

Things are no longer as important to me as it used to.

I've been only shedding my tear for the above 3 things, nothing else.

Ok, guess i have to go back to watching HongKong dramas.

Doing things that are Super Sinful.

2010-06-01T13:17:00.002+08:00

BEAST/B2ST: Easy

Don’t go, don’t leave, check it

E E Easy go (I never never know) She She She is gone (She was so easy)
E E Easy go (I never never know) She She She is gone (She let me now now)

Having a charming love like a movie
Is it having a sad love like a movie (oh yes)
My stupid self that just watched after separating, I feel resentful

First time First time First love First love
You only knew how to love
But you didn’t know love
So sick So sick So sick So sick
You just had to leave me

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye
Is this why you and I became like this Oh~

I don’t wanna let u go let u go (let let) let u go
Easy come Easy go Did you play with me

E E Easy go (I never never know) She She She is gone (She was so easy)
E E Easy go (I never never know) She She She is gone (She let me now now)

Everything has changed. After you left, I bet your still the same (oh no)
You hold onto your phone and you can’t do anything by the thought of me calling

First time First time First love First love
You only knew how to love
But you didn’t know love
So sick So sick So sick So sick
You just had to leave me

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye
Is this why you and I became like this Oh~

I don’t wanna let u go let u go (let let) let u go
Easy come Easy go Did you play with me

You wear out on minor situations
When I just look at you I go crazy
Because of that charming one, I feel pathetic while I shrink
I lift my pen to write what I want to say
and eventually, I bump into her and I can’t say anything
A tightly seized fist in blankness of mind ah cry

The voice that was different from yesterday
Now your different expressions
You leave a bruise on my heart
And tears drop like raindrops oh no no no no

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye
Is this why you and I became like this Oh~

I don’t wanna let u go let u go (let let) let u go
Easy come Easy go Did you play with me

I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye (bye bye) say goodbye
Is this why you and I became like this Oh~

I don’t wanna let u go let u go (let let) let u go
Easy come Easy go Did you play with me

Say goodbye say goodbye say goodbye
I don’t wanna say goodbye say goodbye say goodbye

2010-05-31T21:58:00.002+08:00

I think the following lyrics defines me just well.

All my friends are going out,
but ive been thinking,
maybe i better stay in bed,
the ceilings spinning round,
like ive been drinking,
ive got this banging in my head

Boom Boom Boom
I need my Medicine
And the cure aint aspirin

I dont care about tomoro-o-o-o
here we go again, here we go again
Ill be the last one on the dance flo-o-o-r
When this party ends, When this party ends
I dont even care (no), I dont even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that i was there
I dont even care (no), I dont even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that i was there

I sleep through the alarm
head under pillow
I know I'm gonna pay for this
I can't stand missing out
so when you call me, call me
I say okay if you insist

Boom Boom Boom
I need my Medicine
And the cure aint aspirin

I dont care about tomoro-o-o-o
here we go again, here we go again
Ill be the last one on the dance flo-o-o-r
When this party ends, When this party ends
I dont even care (no), I dont even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that i was there
I dont even care (no), I dont even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that i was there

Never wanna Stay Wish i was there
Never wanna Stay Wish i was there
Never wanna Stay Wish i was there

I dont care about tomoro-o-o-o
here we go again, here we go again
Ill be the last one on the dance flo-o-o-r
When this party ends, When this party ends
I dont even care (no), I dont even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that i was there
I dont even care (no), I dont even care (no)
Never wanna stay
I I wish that i was there.

Today's O'Level Mother Tongue Paper was kind of a killer for me.
Though this time, i could recognize the words,

It sucks cause i have got no idea what all the easy words that add up forms.
Yeah and I was killed, Instantly.
Bused to IMM after the killer papers.
Quarreling with Jiahong all day, even Nicholas was starting to get annoyed.
Gossipping about a particular 'SOMEONE' and I just realized how popular that topic was!
Weiji, Gladys and Kahmin went to Daiso to buy food while i had my lunch along with Nich and Jiahong.
Kind of In-Love with the thing called "Taxi".
Made Sushi (ok i didn't make the sushi but i supported by helping eat) @ Weiji's house.
Gladys used the computer and me, Kahmin, Yongjiunn and Nich watched TeeVeeeeeee.
It has been like Months since i watch shows on SCV.
Watched some Kiddo-tic shows (Nich's theory)
And Nich was like:

"I'm Fucking 18 and i'm still watching kid's shows? Hell no way!"

And me I went:

"Why not?!"

Fought for the remote control (Nich's theory: I was playing with the remote).
This is ridiculous but entertaining.
I'm practically the mad woman holding on to the remote,
Placing it somewhere Nich couldn't reach and throwing it to Kahmin for safe keeping.
One word to describe: L-A-M-E
Ate plain Sushi (requested from weiji).
It taste good, okay, maybe not.
Conclusion, never add too much vinegar to your Sushi rice.
Walked to JP with Nich, Yongjiunn & Jiahong.
That's the end of today.

FYI: I don't pretend to be nice. I am nice, if you don't step on my tail.

You wanna judge me? It's never gonna be your turn.
You don't have the rights to, DOG!

Reflection: Have i tried my best? Am i thinking too much? I'm not missin' you, Period.

2010-05-25T19:58:00.002+08:00

所谓 “无风不起浪，事出必有因“。
上梁不正，下梁歪。
树上无风支不摇，海上无风浪不起。
身教不如言教，
人心齐，泰山移
简单也是一种美德，
冰冻三尺，非一日之寒。
好事不出门，坏事传千里。
亡羊补牢，未未迟也。
一竹竿打翻全船人。
样不教，父之过。
温室里的小花，
宜未雨而绸缪，
病从浅中医，
头痛医头，脚痛医脚。

Memorize!!!!

2010-05-24T19:31:00.003+08:00

I realized there hasn't been a decent post since FOREVER!
Had been "busy" and lazy with many things lately.
There are a few things i ought to do before 31 May 2010.

1. Jacqi has to get a creative dictionary for her GCE Chinese O'Level Examination.

2. Intensive revision (on my own) is needed.

3. Caught 'The Last Song' and am going to watch it again. Real soon.

4. Make a wish every time i see an Airplane.

5. Finish Kahmin's Birthday card so i can hand it to her before I say hello to June.

So, that's about it. just a quick-list of a few things i have to do. Remind me.
I am VERY forgetful.
& Seriously, i gotta detach myself from Facebook. Soon.

Weiji, Nicholas and Jacky, best if luck for your "Prata" offense :)

2010-05-17T17:40:00.001+08:00

I'll post on events only. Caause you must understand the fact that i am very lazy to be coming to blogger every now and then.
It kills.
Plus time is not at my side as O'level Mother Tongue is nearing.
So, :)

2010-04-26T07:38:00.002+08:00

I'm fine. I just break sometimes.
And i fell sick, yes, SICK!
Went to study at Changi airport on saturday till 2am then went to Batok and slacked at Nelson's block. Ate too much candy and sweets that i went over-hyper.
Dad drove me home at about 7am, (i finally got to not just see his car but get on his new car) and i went kind of crazy while i was at home. I have got flu (running nose & block nose) cough,sore throat, and fever! yay!! Was suppose to go to school today but seriously i cannot stand having fever and block nose. Oh what the hell -.-

2010-04-18T19:00:00.002+08:00

Above Pic is with N. looking retarded :D Punch his face!

YES! i'm not fat once again :D
What else could be better than this like WOW!
And And And, Guess what?
I'm finally and definitely going back to school tomorrow :)
ok just a short post here. and BYE ~

2010-04-14T07:25:00.002+08:00

I stop believing in fairytales and happily ever after since then.
You should know how much it hurts, you should know much more then i do. scram, if you can.

Today, home again. Fever won't stop pestering me and go home to his wife. Well just gotta keep trying with all the medicines i can find to chase him away. But it's tough to feel all sick and you can't even step out of your room (which i cant even get up from bed earlier on). Maths Mock Test today and i guess i'm jsut gonna miss it. Get a big fat zero and well, that's it!

2010-04-11T18:44:00.004+08:00

I've been reading some of my older posts and recapped many of the memories, good ones and bad ones. And i did realise how much i have changed, grown and mature over these years and especially, how my form of writing has changed too! But somethings will never change and that is how childish i am. I also read the memories i had with 18 good people. They have given me wonderful things to post about.

According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right.

According to youI'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind.

I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life.

According to you. According to you.

But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.

According to himI'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,I don't feel like stopping it,so baby tell me what I got to lose.

He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you.

According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place.

According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.

I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that.

According to you. According to you.

But according to himI'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.

According to himI'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose.

He's into me for everything I'm not,according to you.

I need to feel appreciated,like I'm not hated.

oh-- no--.Why can't you see me through his eyes?

It's too bad you're making me decide.

According to me you're stupid, you're useless, you can't do anything right.

But according to himI'm beautiful,incredible,he can't get me out of his head.

According to himI'm funny,irresistible,everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,I don't feel like stopping it,baby tell me what I got to lose.

He's into me for everything I'm not,according to you. [you, you]

According to you. [you, you]

According to youI'm stupid,I'm useless,I can't do anything right.

2010-04-10T21:42:00.003+08:00

I Desperately want a locket for my birthday.
Just came nack home from dinner!
Ate BBQ stingray, fish, sotong, prawns and fried rice!! Yum Yum ^^
Ok, i'm getting really lazy now.

2010-04-04T12:41:00.002+08:00

Tags reply

Camille: Okays :)
Gladys: go Kbox? ok when have time jiu go :) & i didnt have hard time finding that video haha!!
Kahmin: BOO! back
Guorong: yeah april fools as like 3 days ago but nvm, happy april fools to you too :D

Was having a great time with kahmin since Friday, 2 April 2010
But alot of things happened on friday. What a "good" friday i had
For more Info, go to KAHMIN's blog :)

2010-04-01T20:42:00.004+08:00

above video was shown to us during our enrishment class. the DISC which me and amanda attended last year along with all the other student leaders.

Hey yoh!!
Happy April Fools to all!
Ok, i'm kind of crazy... -.-"
Pranked Rosalind and Yeexy today. i told them that i'm not going to school today.
In the end i was almost lare. When in class, Yeexy and Rose noticed i was at my seat. Rosalind got shocked and thought i was a ghost -.-
Had lessons, blah blah blah, skipped to POA class.
Went to the library today and then i was all the way doing the literature homework.
The title was 'Pineapple cake'. then Mdm Yee was like asking me to stop the work.

Mdm Yee: Jacqi, what are you doing?
Me: Pineapple cake.
Gladys: cher she making pastry.
Rose: cher, she make pineapple cake for you to eat.
Me: ya lor ya lor. aiya don't care lah!
Mdm Yee: Jacqi, keep that away if not i shall not start.
Brenda: aiya cher just start lah dun care her lah she also wont listen to you de.
Me: ya lor ya lor (continue doing my work)
Mdm Yee: *walks to me and puts hand out* Jacqi, i want you to give me your work.
Me: huhs!? whick one? the blank paper or everything/
Mdm Yee: Everything *pissed*
Me: Oh! sure. ok mah! *passed all worksheets to her* cher you wanna confiscate the story book also? Nah! *pass book to her*
Mdm Yee: ok you'll get it back from me after classs
Me: Orh , (still smiling happily)
Mdm Yee: Now the ledger account......
Rose: eh yeexy yeexy, can give me a piece of foolscape?
Yeexy: orh, *pass foolscape to rose*
Me: eh rose tear half give me :)
Rose: Pass me half of the paper
Yeexy: you wanna draw pigs again huhs?
Me: no lah others. *Start to draw names (practically the whole class's name)*
Gladys: how come no kahcheong's name? oh i know purposely de right?
Me: who's that? dog? (finish drawing)
Mdm Yee: now class i want you to write all these down .... (blah blah blah)
Me: gladys i take one piece of paper hor?
Gladys: turn to the back and take. Don't take from the 2nd piece de.
Me: orh, flips to the end of the foolscape.
Gladys: you act cute issit! just in the middle can le no need al the way at the back
Me: chey! (got the paper and start copying)

Silent for sometme while everyone was basically copying everything from the board.

Mdm Yee: Have all of you copied down?...... (blah blah blah)
Gladys: yes.. *looks blur*
Rose: (continue drawing)
Mdm Yee: *turns to look at me* Hey class hurry! WAH! JACQI IS DOING HER WORK LEH!
Class: WHOO!!!!! *claps*
Me: Lame!!!!!
Mdm Yee: ... (blah blah blah) ok there is still remedial this afternoon, we shall continue from her.
Class dismissed.
Me: eh excuese me Yeexy i want to get my papers back. Where is my pineapple cake/
Agnes: LOL! HAHA! pineapple cake!
Me: YAY! my pineapple cake.
Whehow: eh hurry up! got chinese test, if late, no extra time given!!
Me & Gladys: orh orh! *runs back to class*

That's basically almost all of the conversation that happened in class between the few people mentions above including me.
Went to JP after school with Yeexy and Rose for durian pancakes :)
JunHan was there too. (of course is come fetch yeexy de)
Then Yeexy abandoned me with her bf and went off.
Saw SZEYA!!!! AH!!!!! IMISSHER!!!!
Then Rosalind went to look for her boyfriend (was abandoned again by her)
Then Gladys and Kahmin walked pass. I saw and asked where were they going.
Gladys was about to go home and kahmin have to go back to school for Co practice.
I was like YAY! there and then Jiahong came to find szeya. We Bused home with gladys then.

2010-03-30T18:10:00.004+08:00

I am removing every word, every definition from my dictionary.
It's time to let new people fill it up with words which i never knew.

I am erasing all my memories right now. Although i don't bare to but i have to. Just like amnesia,
i will forget everything, who am i, who are my friends, what i want, what i care for, everything.

Go to school with a blank piece of paper waiting filled up be new people

2010-03-30T17:04:00.003+08:00

I don't know who are you and what are you anymore.
You're just no longer the person i knew in the past.
I know people do change, i changed and you do too.
But i never knew that yours would be a drastic one.
I really had enough. You're pissing me off.
I tried to tell you in another way so i won't be too direct and hurt your feelings like what i did to ______.
I really tried. I don't know if you got my message. Guess not.
I don't have anyone true in my live now. Atleast i feel i don't.
True friends don't keep things from each other.
You wanna hide, you do it so obviously and tells every single shitty person in the world but not me.
It Hurts to see you do this. You're not the one feeling this cut.
Friends are everything to me and yo should know that by now.
You've known me for years, not months.
You should know how i think too.
I see you as someone who i can share my thoughts as.
As for now, whenever i see you, flashbacks began to play in my head and thought of all the things you do.
You said alot of things about it and i'm sure of it. Don't need to deny.
I can say that i said hundreds, thousands or even millions of bad stuff about you but after i said all that,
i reflect back to myself, asking, "are you really the person i described?"
Every time i look into the mirror, i saw myself holding a knife with your blood stained.
I back-stabbed you. No, i feel like killing you because you pissed me.
I really felt like doing it. I won't think of the consequenses.
I want to share things with you but as soon as i heard about my own problems coming out of another party's mouth, it could only be you cause i told no one else but you.
Happily walking into a cave of death and me, i didn't even notice it. How naive i am.
Whenever i say something really bad, i was quite prepared for the worst that could come.
I may look happy at the outside and not bother and care about lots of things but did you ask me what i am really thinking of? I'm not who i used to be. Find it hard to trust anyone now. Used to think i could trust you but not anymore.
People are telling me things, i refused to believe everything.
I simply tell myself that you're not the type of person they say you are. But your actions just makes it harder for me to tell myself that.
i want to trust you, but i can't bring myself to do so.
I don't wanna hate you, but i don't know if i can succeed in doing that.
I want to treat like before where we used to share all the things, little little things that makes us happy, sad, angry, excited and lots more. I can no longer share all these with anyone else because of the experience you gave me. Not that it's only you but the rest of them too. Why am i always the only one who can tell all of you guys everything about me but in return, having you to deceive me about somethings.
I don't want this to happen. All these just makes me fall apart faster.
Nobody cares of what i'm feeling, what i'm thinking of and what i want right now.
Please stop all these nonsense and stop toying with me. I'm tired of all these things.
Anyway, for anything i did, i'm sorry, but i think we both should be.

I know it's hard but can't just things go back to the way it used to be? Or rather the way we used to be.

2010-03-29T19:15:00.002+08:00

&&,
Damn those people who visit this blog but don't tag.
You suck!
(you should all know who you are)
I feel fucking miserable,
I'm FUCKING BORED!

2010-03-29T15:13:00.003+08:00

Oh hell!
I thought i lost my wallet today. But found it at home. :x
Drew more pigs, and tortoises and rats/mouse cats and lots more animals.
Brought the JellyBeans i bought on saturday to school.
Before Maths class, Jason wanted to have the Jelly Beans so i hand over the whole bottle to him.
He held on to the cover and guess what?
"PIANG!" and out came the beans. That's why they always say not to "spill the beans".
Cant find the cinnamon flavor but i think 'Lucky' weijet got to eat 1.
While i drew my 'Tortoise', Yeexy and i were arguing on the spelling for the word Tortise and Tortoise.
Aisyah said it is spelt 'tortise' while zhara said it was spelt ' tortoise'.
We just couldn't make up our mind on which is the right spelling.
Ended up checking on Justin's dictionary for the word.
And i almost got my "art work" confiscated by Mdm Yee.
Rose and i each drew a 'dog' and a 'sea-dog' on her POA assignment.
The assignment was then handed up to the teacher.
We are qualified to be an art student.
Got my Jelly beans confiscated for real during live lessons by that Ms Lee becausei ate in class.
And then went to JP after school for DURIAN PUFFS!!
Home now :)

&& i just wanna say,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SEEYOON!!!
OLD LADY ALREADY!! :P

Meet you up someday ^^ or maybe tonight if you're free.

2010-03-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

Somehow, you're just following that Bitch's foot steps,
I feel like telling you how much you've changed since the day we met but i guess i shall not.
"Let you be!" i told myself
If you really want to become the Next Top Bitch, it's your choice, what can i do?
I can't force you to listen and do as i say.
You aren't a dog of mine. You're a friend, a friend i cherish.
But i don't know how long this will last.

Confused by what i should do with you.
Ignoring isn't gonna change a thing, it's just avoiding.
Sighs.

2010-03-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

this is totally hilarious

2010-03-27T01:10:00.001+08:00

Every day I just can’t control
Every night the loneliness is my love
(So Beast’s in the cube)

Can’t breathe, my body’s getting stiff like an ice (Why! Why!)
Hey dear, stay here, I’m going blind (Why! Why!)
No way losing my way, why are you drifting away?
I don’t want to get hurt, but what will we do with my love struck heart?

I don’t hear anything
I don’t see anything
Oh, ever since you’ve left
I couldn’t focus on anything else

(Cuz I’ll be there)
Everything stopped, and now it's over
And my existence is fading away
(Cuz I’ll be there)
Even if I close my eyes
You're still fading away from my memories

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock

Hey ya, wake up
Once I wake up, you’re not by my side
Oh lalalalalala, now you’re laughing like a lunatic
I’m struggling everyday against the clashing waves of loneliness
I can’t (forget you) for the rest of my life

If I knew it would be like this, I would have held you back
Then it wouldn't have been so hard
Oh, even if I try to embrace you once more
I can’t, cuz I can't even move a single finger

(Cuz I'll be there)
It’s hard to breath
And my heart hurts.
(Cuz I’ll be there)
The more I think about you
The longer I idle while sitting down
And I can’t get anything done

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock

Every night in my dream (in my dream)
I can’t (can’t)
Hear your voice (voice)
So, where are you?

If you’re happy to be away from my side
Then I will try to hold in my tears for you

Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
I’m sorry, please come back to my side
Every day I shock (shock)
Every night I shock (shock)
Because of you I can’t focus on anything else. Oh~
Come to me, oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
Come back, back back to me (I’m waiting (for) you you!)
Oh oh oh tonight's (so so crazy)
I don't think I can ever wake up from ma shock

This song is not over
Get Shocked

2010-03-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

ILOVEYOU?

2010-03-25T21:21:00.001+08:00

I LOVE PEIQI SUPER GLUE!
MISS YA!

Why does everything i do has to be all about you you and YOU!
Can't i just get you outta my head?
Nevermind, I'm confused.

2010-03-24T02:33:00.003+08:00

The Following: My Darling :D

2010-03-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

The following was copied from Huncheng's blog. It's damn funny

I remember about this phone call I received on Wednesday :

A Philippine person called my house and she says about Prudential and Retirement thingy, I was like.. HUH?! I'm just a teenager O_O .. Then she continues on, I couldn't understand her english accent, so I told her that I'm busy, call back next time. She can't get me is it?! I said that I'm busy, call back next time! She continues on .. Haizz .. So I just *cooperate* with her .. Her accent is quite kind of a high class, so I act low class ..

Caller : May I speak to *an unknown name*? I'm Philippino, I'm calling from Prudential.

Me : Huh? *Pass phone to my maid* ..

Caller : Hello, may I speak to *unknown name*.. I'm from Philippine, I'm calling from Prudential.

My Maid : I'm from Philippines, who? who? *Speaks in her own language*

Caller : *talking rubbish*

My Maid : *Pass me back the phone and said* .. I don't know what she is talking about..

Me : *Take the phone*

Caller : Hello, I'm from Philippine, I'm calling from Prudential about retirement. Do you have the time?

Me : No. (Straightforward) ..

Caller : Oh, it's ok. We can help you make an appointment on the date when you are free.

Me : I got no time. Can you call back next time?

Caller : Don't worry, when you are free we can make an appointment for you. We are Prudential. *Continues on ranting* RETIREMENT ..

Me : I don't have a job.

Caller : Oh, it's still ok. We can help you book an appointment. -*blah blah blah*-

Me : I'm just a teenager.

Caller : Oh sorry about that.

Me : *HAHA, stupid, she knows that she wasted 15mins of her lifetime on me already*

Caller : What about your parents? Can you get them on the phone?

Me : They are working.

Caller : Can you give me their phone number?

Me : It's confidential, I need to ask them first.

Caller : Oh ok, we will call back again, thank you for your time.

Me : *KUP without saying byebye* ..

For part 2, please refer t

PART 2

Friday around the same time, I received a phone call and it's that Prudential thingy again from that Philippine !

Caller : *Repeat the same whole thing, act as if she called the wrong number* Hello, we are calling from Prudential ..

Me : Orh .. (Wah lan, it's you again)

Caller : Are you free, can I take your time?

Me : Very free :D .. (Actually I'm very busy and I know I can't chase her off, so it's useless)

Caller : We are regarding about retirement, will you be free to make an appointment and come down to our office?

Me : Oh nono, I'm busy but I can give you a date for the appointment.
I'm free on Feb 29th, 2pm.

Caller : Thank you for the appointment. (Taken down the appointment date without noticing that there is no Feb 29th, A Leap Year this year! HAHAHAHAHA) ..

Caller : I would like to explain about this retirement *thingy* .. May I know what is your name?

Me : Cicifius Elbenfyeon

Caller : CiciFUS ElBYEONFYUN

Me : NoNo, is Cicifius Elbenfyeon.

Caller : CiciFUSE ElbenFON

Me : NO! It's Cicifius Elbenfyeon.

Caller : Oh, hello Mr Cicifius. I would like to explain to you about the retirement. (Finally correct at the first name)

Me : Hello and I'm not working, I'm just a boy.

Caller : HUH?! Sorry, you are just a boy? (HAHA, she wasted another 30mins of her lifetime on me) ..

Me : Yes, I'm just 14 (: (I'm 19 actually) ..

Caller : Sorry about that. (She needs to erase all the appointment thingy etc..)

Caller : May I speak to your parents?

Me : They are not around already.

Caller : When will they be back?

Me : I don't know. T.T .. *Sniff* .. (Acting) ..

Caller : I beg your pardon?

Me : They... they.. *gonna burst out laughing* .. they .................... they DIE already....

Caller : Sorry, what?!

Me : They... they .. *sniff sniff* .. they............ they DIE already .. *SNIFF* .. They died yesterday when they were coming back from work..

Caller : I'm sorry about that. Thank you for your time ~

Me : *KUP the phone and burst out laughing like MAD* ..

END !o Friday post down there..

2010-03-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

Somehow, i feel like forgetting all the friends and family i have now and make new friends, meet new people, have new family members around me. Seriously, i'm such a pathetic person.
Let's see, hmms... who do i have that i'm close to? well YEEXY! Yeahs! And i can't think of anyone else already. oh well.

First day of school was overall, average. Had MYOB test today.
Sat all the way at the back with Weisiong and another girl that i forgotten her name :P
My "register no." for the exam was number 47! some "lucky" number i have there.
The 3 of us at the back there were like 3 'Dua Peh Gong' there having all the same 'gong gong' face and know nothing about the question given to us but still, managed to anyhow write some stuffs and record some stuffs and balance the account which i seriously don't know how i actually did it :P
Hope that i'll get atleast a pass for that, *praying*

Bused home with Humairah.

YAY! That's all for today.

2010-03-21T12:29:00.002+08:00

Yes, I'm back blogging.
This week was a tough one to get over with.
Firstly was having exchange program, then 3 days of MYOB lessons, sitting infront of the computer and not playing games, well i did play but it's not the internet games and so on.
Ok, let's start from friday.

Friday:

Woke up later then expected, went to 7-eleven to buy sweets *yum yum!* .
Bused to JurongPoint to meet Yeexy, Amanda and Gladys at KFC.
They were eating porridge and then looking at how delicious the porridge was, i went to buy a set too.
Took the Porridge back to school and ate in the computer lab.
We were like the best students of all man! From day 1 to day 3, the 4 of us were having picnic in the lab *getting fatter*.
Ate as we had our lessons. Lunch was earlier than usual. But we ended up sitting infront of the computer updating our facebook stuff the whole hour and watching 'The Annoying Orange'.
Then had a little test to check if all that the instructor, Patrick Wong, taught us all went into our brains. well, had a little trouble getting our invoices right but we managed to do most of the questions all by ourselves. *CLAPS*
Did the whole paper and went home after that. Changed and cabbed down to weiji's house at about 5pm.
June and Weilin was at his house already. Slacked abit and started preparing the BBQ stuffs. Weilin and Weiji left their things with me while they start on with clearing the pit.
Brought the tables, food and all the other stuffs for the BBQ. Some of his classmates arrived and helped with the preparation.
soon after, more and more people came. I was helping Weilin and Weiji to answer their calls. Busy me. Yongjiunn came and he entertained us for awhile. Ate some of the Beehoon prepared by Weiji's dad and the potato salad prepared by june and weilin. NICE!!!
Went to bring amanda to the pit along with Charmaine and Hweeling.
Went to the pit there and old the umbrella fot the guy's to fan the charcoal. We are like so cool lor! BBQ using umbrellas! When Kokleong was fanning the charcoal, he kept hitting the unbrella then i raised it higher but he still hit it hahas! was like damn funny lah. Hold the umbrella till hands very tired so gave the job to someone else. Adrian was all the way "helping" me drink my orange juice. Then later on, Yennting and gang came along. Huncheng also came. Was feeling damn happy cause the source of entertainment finally came! Sat at the fitness corner with Adrian, Charmaine, Tingwei, Amanda, Kokleong and Yonjiunn. We were listening to Yongjiunn conducting lessons on how to CC yourself and how to talk back to teachers with lame stuffs. All laughed like there is no tomorrow. Then, Yennting and gang went back. nicholas and Siyun also left. Weiji wanted me to call and see if Szeya was coming. An animal came along and weilin asked me to pass 'IT' a plate of burned sausages. And i did. helped with alittle of the BBQ-ing with Weilin, Jiawei, Kokleong, Charmaine and Tingwei. Was helping Adrian and Charmaine cook some chicken wings too, and for myself of course! ._.
Ate Marshmallows with honey, *yumyum* Kokleong called me siao :(
Went back to fitness corner and talked about that dog with same old people again.
*LAUGHS*
Gossiped for a long time and we started packing up. After packing, all sat at the shelter to decide where to go and what to do next. Peifen suggested to go sing at either K-Box or Party World. Kokleong immediately turned and said: "Can animals go KTV? You got see before animals go KTV de mehs?"
And as expexted, me and don't know who burst out with laughter! While they were deciding, Huncheng, Amanda and me went to sit at the fitness corner and Huncheng started telling us jokes. His facial expression was so funny and the both of us laugh till cannot stop. (you should see amanda's face).
Then went back to join the crowd and guess what?
Police came. SCREENING!! First time in my life i got screened. But it was nothing lah. Just got complained by some people then police came down to check. they got our informations and then went off again.
Checked the time and realised that we have been deciding where to go from 11pm till 1 am! We are all so decisive -.-
Then decided there is no other place to go so decided to go Huncheng's place. Tingwei sent Charmaine home, IT and weiji waited for them downstairs while the rest of us went to take cab. Huncheng, June, Amanda and me got on to a cab and Yongjiunn, Kokleong, Peifen and Szeya got on to another cab i think. in the end, only left June, Amanda and me going to Huncheng's place. Slacked there for don't know how long. Huncheng was trying to use my laptop to play Audition but sadly, he failed.
Cabbed home with June and Amanda at around 4am.

Saturday:

Mum woke me up at don't know what time, ate lunch and bathe. Cabbed to Aunt Sharo's and had facial massage and stuffs. Brother was getting on my nerves. Went to window shop around and went home. Some insurance guy came and spoke to mum and dad. I went to sleep till morning.

Sunday:

Mum woke me up again and went to market to eat, came home and used the computer. Still very tired. Going over to Granny's place later. Aunt Hazel just came back from Australia (i forgotten which part of Australia)

2010-03-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

Having MYOB course for the past consecutive 2 days. It's like damn damn boring lah! wonder how people manage to not fall asleep while attending that course. but overall, was entertained by the girls: Amanda, Yeexy and Gladys
The computer lab was like very cold and dear me had not been bringing my jacket or hoodie to school lately. Went home every single day with my energy drained.
Gonna attend the last lesson tomorrow and that's the end but there will be a test on monday.
That means staying back again. But, who cares?
It's not like there is any difference as i'm still gonna stay back for the last few CO practice before i step down as a sec 4 senior.

Going for Weiji's BBQ Birthday celebration tomorrow.
maybe going over to his plave straight after MYOB as i'm just too lazy to go home then come out again :P

And not forgetting,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOH WEI JI
HAHAS that's all for now. going to sleep soon.
Don't miss me! BYE PEEPS

2010-03-13T16:51:00.001+08:00

I had thought a matter is not the bad matter to oneself has insisted who love the meaning wind doesn't have the reason to blow gently likely is walking to love who not so-called to and wrong, no matter the time were saying we in have together are rough I not to dare to confirm loved your two characters is not acts with constraint to oneself is not satirizes others to say I was very actually ignorant such sentiment to recognize was very dissolute I to refuse to accept me also to think that matter very much, if you already could not control think my one time every day if you because of me, but honest, if you looked that my movie listened to cd which I loved, if youCan lead me to travel together, if you decided the followed feeling to love brave one time, if you said that we have each other, if you will start to believe the love mood if you can give me, if matter I, so long as your, if the matter I will love you boldly.

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由
轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有
所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身地去爱你

2010-03-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

Having O'Level Chinese Mock Test tomorrow.
Was going and calling almost everyone in my phonelist looking for a dictionary just now. Borrowed from mingsian. Yeexy, Jiahong, Weiji and alot of people were also looking for Dictionary.
Hope I'll pass tomorrow's test.
Gonna sleep early tonight! Can't afford to be late or not turning up at the examination hall tomorrow.

2010-03-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

Noticing something.
I'm getting lazier!
Oh have to bring back all the books home today.
Ok somewhat brought half of the books home but still heavy!!! %^%^*$#% the school -.-"
Laughed all the way with Kahmin, Joby and Gladys today. Kahmin, Joby and me, the 3 of us looks kind of like idiots .
Done with posting^^

2010-03-09T17:53:00.002+08:00

CO blog updated!
www.jvssco.blogspot.com

2010-03-09T16:16:00.003+08:00

I'm alright I'm ok. This is not gonna affect my mood. I'm telling you now.

The sweetness of your smile. a beautiful face, perfection of your voice.

The song i heard at MT class today was simply enough for me to break into tears. Plus the slides. I could flood the room with tears. Ok, Joking. Having Chinese Mock Exam on Saturday. Sighs, doubt i'm gonna do well for it.
You weaved a mystery for the world just by being who you are. It was only when we had some perspective that we realised how beautiful it was.
I will try to treat each and every person equally. vexed

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

[Chorus]

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

2010-03-05T17:39:00.003+08:00

You know what? I'm getting sick of you and your stupid so called 'MATURE' acts.
I don't feel like seeing you and looking at your stupid face. It simply makes me sick.
Come on and just cut the act will you?
You make me feel that you are a threat to me, someone who will take away everything from me.
Someone who actually spoils my day.
Well i want it to end all.

2010-03-04T13:51:00.002+08:00

The organ in the classroom
Goes ding-dang, ding-dang away
Just like your voice when you confessed your love
The movement was very soft
Smiling while looking at
You turning around to leave after passing me the letter
I like the concern embedded within your delicate handwriting
Your presence in any place
Would make me feel warm
Days were like merry-go-round
Going round and round in my mind non-stop
The scenes of you being nice to me kept coming up
You once said that the promise is on since we have held hands
But, dear, that's not love
Just like being too late to wish upon a shooting star
No matter how pretty it was, it's all in the past
Our pledge was beautiful because we were too young
Just like the elf that lived in the wrong forest

2010-03-03T20:42:00.001+08:00

Ok i hate the doctors.
O'Level Mother Tongue, i wish i have nothing to do with you.

2010-02-28T05:22:00.001+08:00

The little things that happen in life are stuffs you need to notice and cherish it.

2010-02-25T17:16:00.004+08:00

I'm no longer happy even if i want myself to be happy because the word 'happy' no longer exist in me.
I won't sit and wait for a miracle to happen to me.
Miracles doesn't happen. If it really does, someone i whom i do not expect from will phone me tonight at exactly 12 midnight.
I can't tell you everything because i tend to keep half of the unspoken stuff to myself.
That's what makes me.

2010-02-24T23:43:00.003+08:00

I officially declare that I've given up on myself.
Life's now a total bullshit to me.
Had a bright future, ONCE.
But now, all i see is pitch black and question marks ahead of me.
O'Level. Days ago i used to think it's important. Now, It's just ink printed on a piece of paper with my examination scores on it.
More of those hell are happening to me.
If i could have one wish, just one,
I hope to end my life peacefully and SOON.

Yours Truly, Author

Tag Replies:

Weiji: All includes?
Siyun: sighs... i've told you.
Jiaxin: Don't feel like it :(
Ah Hwee: hahas you ignore can le
Kahmin: yeah miss you too.
Gladys: Cause it's filled with reality and that's what my life's all about. Shit and more shits.
Zhiwei: Yeah yeah, i love you too.

2010-02-18T16:47:00.003+08:00

word of the day: Insanity

We will never be like before, never ever.
Things do change and they change for a reason.

Sometimes I can't work out if you're a friend who wants to talk to me or an enemy who wants to take from me.
It's not about what you do. It's about who you are. It's not about who you are right now. It's about who you could be. It's not about what could go wrong. It's about what will go right. It's not about listening. It's about getting up and dancing.

2010-02-17T21:05:00.002+08:00

When i fall, i see things more clearer and more detailed.
Then, something tells me that i have to cherish what i have now because the fact is that i do not have anything. I'm left with nothing and gets jealous to see what others have that i do not have with me.
Just attracting attention to be in the spot-light.
Pathetic.
Ask myself what the hell is actually going on in this world.
I had it once and i lost it. I'll never get anything back. I'll never find it back.

2010-02-16T13:06:00.001+08:00

The way there are no clocks in casinos and whenever you walk into one, the people in there are the people who shouldn't be in there.

The way supermarket aisles are designed to be confusing and no one in their right mind would put laundry detergent next to dog food.

The way economy class seats on an airplane could easily be more comfortable but they want you to pay to upgrade to first class.

The way everything you buy is designed to break so that soon, you'll have to buy a new one.

The way the whole world tries everything in its power to break you too.

The way you refuse, under any circumstances, to show the slightest crack.

www.pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

2010-02-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

It's now after midnight but i'm just gonna treat this as the 2nd day of Chinese New Near
And yes i've gotten alot of red packets, got busy with all the visitings and lost quite abit of moneyyyy..... okay, maybe... perhaps.... okay! Not just a little but ALOT! but still i also did earn back from playing pool, yeah ~~ earned back like $6 of the $120 i lost yesterday to aunt sharo.
Well anybody miss me? Guess not.
so i THINK i have homework but i'm just gonna say something before i end this.
So here goes nothing:

" Dear homework. you're not attractive and I'm NOT doing you."

With Love, Author :)

oh yeah, by the way, happy belated birthday to TINGWEI

2010-02-10T13:13:00.003+08:00

Daniel Henney and HyunBin are hot!
Just finish watching Seducing Mr. Perfect.
It's a nice movie overall and that whoo! Daniel is hot!
Didn't go to school today. Ok, bored...

2010-02-06T16:58:00.004+08:00

I've been a lazy pig these days.
Homeworks are just suffocating me to i don't know what!
And People who really made my day are Kahmin, Gladys, Yeexy, Rosalind, Weiji, Hweeling and Louis.
I'm currently kind of sick of all those shitty things that people like to make a fuss out of it.
And if they're gonna do so, i'm not bothering.
This is the year os the tiger and it's gonna be a good year for me.
If it's not a good year, I'll make it good!
Just uploaded some pictures that were taken yesterday on Facebook. Whoo! yesterday was fun!
Well, feeling lazy already. Was hoping i could do some sports today but looking at the weather,
I guess i'm just gonna be staying home :)

2010-01-31T15:14:00.008+08:00

From the way i treat my phones...I shouldn't even think of getting a new one really. Everytime my phone smashes on the floor, i go "oh look my phone dropped again!" Everytime i hear something clatter onto the ground, i go "ok that's probably my phone." -.-"

Make a difference,
Make a change.
That's the lesson for today.
People do change for the better,
I think i will,
Or rather,
I HOPE i will. :D
May god bless me^^

2010-01-30T16:29:00.002+08:00

Vulnerability was always dangerous

Boy: You know what?
Girl: What?
Boy: Next time i see you, don't wear that skirt again, it's too revealing
Girl: Why? I thought you loved that skirt
Boy: Next time, wear something that reaches to your ankles
Girl: Ok whatever
Boy: A dress that reaches to your ankles.. and wear long white gloves that reach to your elbows
Girl: What?
Boy: Trust me
Girl: What are you trying to do? Hide me from everyone?
Boy: Do up your hair as well real pretty
Girl: Are You listening to what i'm saying? You're so conservative, don't choke me like this... Are you kidding me?
Boy: I'm dead serious.
Girl: You know i dont like guys who boss me around
Boy: ... Wear a veil
Girl: ... what?
Boy: Wear this ring too
Girl: ....
Boy: Marry Me

2010-01-27T18:09:00.004+08:00

You could be the final straw that brings me back to earth

I like this, quoted from seeyoon's.

"People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain."

Chill ya babe!
Bad day today. I seriously had enough of all the nonsense in my life.
Time to start a fresh.
A brand new day tomorrow, means, a brand new me.
A brand new world! i truly believe that the world is big, round and especially beautiful.
(Though i know there are natural disasters spoiling the whole beautiful image.)
I see you, so don't you worry.

Tags reply:
Siyun: hahas dun ah... i take the pics cause it's nice :)
Hsinghui: of course! it's a good one too :) miss cha scorpiyo..
Yeexy: hahas hi mah!

2010-01-26T14:53:00.000+08:00

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:(

I'm Bored In Class :(

2010-01-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

HAHAS I KIND OF LIKE THIS PHOTO.
Went to school as usual today.
Jason is such a clown.
All ate my candy and gummy.
After school meet gladys, amanda, adrian, joby, calvin and victor.
Erm i forgot what i did...
Nevermind. A picture means a thousand words :)

you think back and you realise all the lies that were told,and you believed them at the time, because you love them and you think you can trust them,and you feel like such a fool afterwards

2010-01-21T17:44:00.002+08:00

I learnt that to cheer someone up,
Or to bring happiness to their lives does not means to understand them,
It means to also feel the pain in them.
So, to understand the meaning of JOY isn't easy

2010-01-20T23:01:00.001+08:00

I'm Very Tired!!!!!
Who the hell invented school that makes me suffer like now!
Who the hell invented examination even though there are schools.
Who the hell gets enlisted on their birthday?: Jacky! Don't be sad.

2010-01-19T22:06:00.002+08:00

I'm so sorry hsing hui that i copied this from your blog but i seriously like this post alot.
Describes someone i know too :)

You are just too way overbroad, and are just leaking out your foxie tail.
Your actions has really disgusted me. Don't think you can a few cent worth of position, so therefore you can bully the weaks. Acting like a puppy infront and behaving like a fox behind is soooooo out of era now.

Conclusion - Beware. Looks can be deceiving, Personality can be deceiving. Sympathy for the foxies will only lead to you to a bigger troubles. Cos people tend to think that they are at the top of the world with just a few shitty money of theirs/significant others of their, thinking that they are able to demand people like a dog.

2010-01-19T21:15:00.002+08:00

Life goes on as usual,
Time still passes even if you do not want to use it.
Can't keep time in a box,
A sign of freedom?
I wake up every morning thinking,
"I still have time"
Just 5 more minutes! i shouted,
Step one step backwards and back into LaLaLand.
Time's not gonna stop for you, maybe not just for you.
Stop wasting time.
It's precious,
It can never be replaced.
I have exactly 130 more days till Mother Tongue O Level Examination
So, It's up to me to make a difference for myself.
This is also a chance for me to get rid of the subject i dislike most for the rest of the 1 and 1/2 years.
And approximately 7 more months to the official start of my N' Level Examinations.
Hope i prepare well for it.
Stop playing all those stupid Facebook games or online games during school days.
But of course, i can't possibly be studying all day long right?
I'll still update my Plurk via SMS and blog as usual.
Freedom will come back to me AFTER ALL THE EXAMINATIONS.
Well, that's quite tough for me but still, got to persevere all the way for the sake of having good future.
WOW! Sure live up to the school values haha!
OH! Almost forgot! Gotta lose weight as well.
For the first time in my life, my weight actually hit ..
Took height and weight this morning during PE,
And Once i saw my weight i screamed:

"IT HIT 5!!!"

I was quite amused at first.
Then also,
Thinking back to how well i ate for almost all my meals.
Pizza Hut, MacDonald, KFC, MOS Burger, Pepper Lunch Japanese Restaurants, Chinese Restaurants and etc.
Yeah! I ate alot during the holidays.
Though i grew wider in size but i too grew TALLER! (claps!)
Damn happy for myself and i finally grew taller then those people who were actually much more taller then me and used to say that i'm short when i was in Sec 2.
HEHES! now I"M TALLER! :D Feeling so happy now that i do not remember how to put that smile on my face away.
Well, going back to doing English homework now.

-TaTas People!

2010-01-17T22:44:00.003+08:00

can i use a remote control and switch the world to mute whenever you are there spouting all your yes you are the only one in the family sacrificing and what so ever? i'm kind of sick of it already you know. and please id i may, i do not want to be related to you, not al all. but no matter what, there is something, the fact that you ARE related to me can never change. oh hell. 2010 is seriously not my year. it is a bad bad bad bad year for me. and guess what? i hate it since the minute it was 2010. you are seriously getting on my nerves man! like a mad dog (maybe you are one in your previous life) and you keep on shouting like everyone in the world owes you money like that. and your lines, they are like those few that are very.... i don't want to mention -.-" my life just suck already and after including you and all your $%^#@* in it, i sucks more. oh great thanks to you for making my life so miserable. i'll never forget you and your "kindness".
Love, JACQI-

seriously, i've had enough for the start of the year.

2010-01-13T21:25:00.002+08:00

i wanted to shout oh i know! i know! but in the end, i didnt get the chance to. oh well, better then not having the intention to try.;
going back to school tomorrow. oh hell is coming my way. and yes yeexy! i'm back tomorrow so just you wait!
btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO:
STACIE SIM MUI QI!

(i didn't forget)

2010-01-13T11:43:00.000+08:00

i cut my hair once again and it now looks like a broom... wth!

2010-01-08T21:10:00.001+08:00

Life has always been a huge roller coaster ride for me,
full of ups and downs, making me start to get tired of it.
I feel like getting love drunk, falling into this beautiful dream
and not coming out to face the reality.
I am always walking alone,
I guess I'm just another coward.
I wanna put everything down,
let go of every single thing in life,
and then I'll fly high,
to somewhere you can't find.

2010-01-07T20:00:00.001+08:00

To those who said my blog os dying and me not posting blah blah blah, here is a post just for you guys! :)
and.
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.
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I'M BLOGGING/POSTING RIGHT NOW

2010-01-05T20:58:00.006+08:00

this totally look retarded haha

i totally miss this so i brought it alive again :D

in class after eating bubble gum! :)

hohoho! who cares about the teacher anyway? :)

OMG look at gladys's fringe! hahahahashahahahahahahs

and yes! i'm back posting and i'm gonna get gone for don't know how many months after this if i still don't have the mood to blog.ah hwee! i am now updating this dead web page just as you ask me to:) second day of school today. bought my rock candy and bubble gum to school today. ok i am in 4N1 and seriously i'm missing all the things that happen in 3D'09 already. can't believe it ehs? me too. used to think that class sucks to the core but who knows this class is much much worse. i'm sitting with yeexy in class AGAIN and as usual talking and act blur together. kahcheong sits alone i guess and rosalind? she's back rocking the school's teachers but she ended up at reflection corner today. ok gladys sits infront of me alone ahahas but we still talk. ok really m=nothing much talk about just that i'm gonna take O'Level math and mother tongue. ok it sucks i know and guess what? these 2 subjects are my worst subjects. ok people i've got my hair cut as i said i would on plurk and maybe twitter? LOL ok it's shorter and more layered. haha! cool! CCA fair this saturday and guess what? it sucks. hahas that's all for today

2009-12-26T20:42:00.002+08:00

sorry for not updating my blog. went out on chistmas eve till christmas morning with weilin laoma, jiawei laopa, Jonathan and adrian. went to alot of places was quite mad and relaxing at times :)

Christmas Eve

Went out of the house at 5 plus adn went batok and met weilin. waited for jiawei and jonathan and we bused down to vivo. on the bus, i think i did something that made all of them laughed like i don't know what :) arrived at vivo and went shopping first. Went looking around for food and ate at a restaurant. adrian reached and went out to bring him in and e ate like $51 i guess? slacked around and enjoyed the wind blowing against the wind and that's when i said, :"i want to go sentosa!" which was actually quite impossible but still i want to go there. went to buy movie tickets. actually we wanted to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks but full house. so we changed the show to Avatar. slacked and went crazy around again and went mac at harbour front mall. while enjoying my ice-cream, i recieved alot of messages saying merry christmas and stuffs. then adrian and jonathan wanted to shout merry christmas in the mall but we didnt allow them to do something so embarassing/fun. went back to vivo for christmas and we took the lifts and walked by the shops. the "journey" from the lift to the shops was quite dark then adrian said something in a very very girly and "ah gua" way. he said "OMG it's so dark, i'm so scared" and the indians who was in the same lift as us were all laughing and including us of course. the cinema at vivo, lots to complain about. chairs stills and too straight, plus we sat at the first row, plus OMFG! alot alot alot alot alot other things. then wore the 3D glasses till want to vomit already. but after all,lfet me and adrian still wearing the glasses throughout the show. the me after the show was like gonna faint anytime, same for weilin. went out and played in the mall awhile and then went to find bus-stop. wanted to bus to orchard there to take a look. ok i'm totally not that stupid to go there on christmas and newyear to let the bangalahs touch and spray. but went to bus stop and saw a drunked man there and we all sensed something srong. instead, we all hired a cab and cabbed down to orchard. the uncle who drove us there is a person with great sense of humour, *thumbs up*.
reached orchard and saw alot of bangalahs there drunked, sleeping on the roads and there were 3 who kept following us from the malls to the road side and we were so sure that they were following us, adrian jonathan and jiawei looked so prepared to give them a good beating. hahas! them seems so 'buay gum wan' when they did not get to bash them up. then we wanted to go play L4D but all were quite tired after the damn movie so took the first train and took 174 to weilin's house. jonathan alighted at is his house there and adrian alighted at west mall there and took 157 home. me went to weilin's house and slept till dad picked me up.

i slept from 25 december year 2009 till 9am 26 december year 2009. so pig!
did i mention that adrian lian jun wei tried to dig some piece of infomation out from me? that's the funniest part of all :)

oh yeah, pics will be posted like next post when i'm happy? yeahs that's all :)

*you ARE better off without me :(

2009-12-24T00:52:00.002+08:00

米修米修!

2009-12-18T22:04:00.001+08:00

2009-12-18T17:03:00.001+08:00

2009-12-18T16:41:00.000+08:00

i'm like damn fucking angry right now! don't wanna talk about it! on phone with weilin. i wanna crash the jubeat machine and kill some zombies since i cant take a chopper and chop every single person i see on the streets

2009-12-17T17:05:00.003+08:00

above are just some random pics.
blogger and onsugar both updated :)

Busy Day

2009-12-12T00:37:00.003+08:00

hohos i'm back with the crazy idea of killing zombies man! today went out of house with a damn heavy bag cause i brought lappy along too. went to jurong point to meet zhiwei then he show and give me my belated birthday present. hahas THANK YOU NG ZHI WEI! i love that care bear though it's the same bear as gladys's luck luck. hey! but the colour is much much more richer okays :) then went to weiji's house to wait for him to prepare as we played computer and watched kid's show on cartoonnetwork and disney channel, oh and not forgetting, nickelodeon. then went to jurong point to have a lunch that cosst me to become broke to the rest of the day (which i am glad) at MOS burger. after that joby and gladys came down to jurong point to report joby's lost of ez-link card, then zhiwei and weiji left and the 3 of us went to the arcade and played jubeat, AGAIN!. ahahahah!! i got S for the i don't know what song that Kenn always play in extreme mode the song. i'm like damn damn damn damn HAPPY lah :D:D:D then i have to get to jurongwest post office at block 492 to get aa registered mail for dad. on the way there i was keeping my stuffs in the bag when joby passed me gladys's house keys asking me to help her keep since we're separating already. and the clever me thought that maybe i should just stuck the key at the bus seats handles there while i keep my things then help her safe-keep her keys. BUT... who knows i actually forgotten about the keys and left them there stucked at the handle hahas like so funny lah ! when alighting the bus, i remembered myself waving goodbye at joby so happily and when we lighted, gladys asked, "eh jacqi, where are my keys?" and that was when i actually went, "OMG!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! i left them at the bus seat handles. " -.-" looked up to joby aand told her about the keys but she doesn't seems to understand what we were talking about. called her and told her to get the keys and meet us at the nearby traffic light as she was alighting next stop. got the keys and the 3 of us reunite again ^^ went to the post office, wasted 15 minutes of my life there just to get damn freaking letter with one freaking piece of paper in it and da end, gladys and joby went home while me, i went over to nigel's :)

he was at parc oasis at his friend's house when i called him then he ran all the way home with his friend. waited while play lappy and then after that, swaved board all the way to parc oasis again to sent his friend back home. went back to his home and weilin called. asked me to accompany her to the poly clinic. swaved board all the way to poly clinic and her sister was there too. waited for her name to be called for aa long time and since nigel had to go home early so me and nigel went off first while weilin and her sister waited for their turn for consultation, collection of drugs and payment. went back and krystal wanted to watched tom and jerry so played on youtube for her to watch. after awhile, weilin called and went down to meet her. bused to jurong spring CC and brought annoyment home then slacked at home wwith weilin aand her sister for awhile. annoyment behaved like a monkey. mum came home not long after that and annoyment became like a good mama's boy instantly. she asked me to go to popular to help annoyment buy his books for next year.
Cabbed down to IMM and bought drinks. went to popular to annoyment's books, went to challenger to buy headphones. OMG i am so gonna buy it as there are Limited Edition Colour for the nicceeeee headphones.

Went to ShiLin snacks there and bought oyster mee sua and weilin went roti mum to buy coffee bun. went to giant and weilin's sisteer bought butter for muffins and me bought sushi as add-ons to the day's dinner.

bussed to weilin's and ate my food. saw her mickey mouse mp.3 and i bought one at the blogshop too :) waited for dad to come drive me home and when i got onto the car, immediately i told dad, " papa! i want to buy the mickey mouse mp.3! cost only $50 with blah blah blah..." nd so on and so shit and my dad said yet and he so shuang kuai and gave me $50 to buy it. hahas OMG ILOVEMYDAD. homed and settles the internet thingy for mum like crazy! ok i'm officially going mad if thee technician doesn't come ASAP man.
ok now like damn late and i'm really tired cause i woke up so early today and done so many idiotic stuffs that got me so worn out . gonna pass kianwei the books, marked and betrayed, a house of night novel.

I'm looking out for: A House Of Night Novel, Burned

if anyone of you see this god damn book, you have to tell me!
so mesmerized by this series of books and Left 4 Dead(2) .
Am MAD!

2009-12-07T19:35:00.002+08:00

some how i moved back to blogger. don't know why but i just felt like starting a new. something fresh. have not been feeling very happy these few days. went to play left 4 dead with gladys and chocolate this morning and gladys went to work. was norris's birthday today. happy birthday my girl! zhiwei texted me today. it was kind of random. feel like playing left 4 dead now because , somehow, i felt like killing zombies.

somehow, i don't know what i want. can i just give up my life and i just seem to think too much.
oh, how i wish i didn't have to say this.
but,
OH FUCK I HATE MY LIFE!

REMIND ME WHY AM I BLOGGING HERE AGAIN?

2009-12-01T22:35:00.004+08:00

i'm kind of transforming this blog into something that is nice but so far, only failures. but no worries! because failure is the mother of success. therefore i will keep on trying to turn this piece if shit into an artwork. didn't wake up at eight to go to school. they are having walkaton as in, to move the schol to the new site which is damn damn pathetic. usually, the old me would want to complain about the school i've studied in for 3 whole years but now, i would want to complain more on the new site of the school.. what is that? a shit! so embarassing and ao jealous of river valley high. the class rooms... hmms... i wonder how is it gonna hold 43 students it and how all the students are gonna have a place to eat during recess because i've never seen a canteen that small and that alike to prison -.-" what kind of pathetic school is that? makes me feel like quitting and only go back and study when the currently-under-going-renovation school is ready for us to study in. ok, that's it! singapore sucks!. worse come to worse, the co room's main door is in class 4T1. how pathetic! so which means that no matter what, if we want to reach the co room, we have to pass through 4T1 or rather, go into 4T1 and then take out the instruments. how much more humiliation have i got to suffer? i'm damn damn damn unlucky to be born in the year 1994!

2009-11-20T13:19:00.003+08:00

i'm back with posting in this ridiculous blog :) updates at onsugar really is good and finally i see some changes in blogger which is very very good!. blog's dead as usual that's because i'm updating at onsugar. let's see when in the world i'm happy again then I'll come and switch back to blogger. and mean while, updates will all be at onsugar. and btw, i want to eat spicy food now!! cravings! yum yum :D

2009-10-07T11:57:00.002+08:00

since i'm gonna get shannon soh to relink me i might as well put the signs all up here :D
i miss shannon soh !!
i miss ng zhi wei !!
i miss lee siyun !! (long time never see you le)
i miss 6N'06
i miss 2C'08
i miss my everything :(
i miss i miss i miss...
hahas not talking anymore..
fell sick recently. OMG! so sickening lah.

more updates on : www.jacqi.onsugar.com

2009-09-29T15:59:00.000+08:00

OMG i cant find my hair dryer!

2009-09-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

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